This is now day 0. Today i relapsed and now want to blog daily about how it will go. I was able keeping a good distance of porn, but now just keep on relapsing. I was in such a dark time, and do not want to go back down this rabbithole of Lust and disturbing myself.
Keep in mind that every one of us who has gone before has relapsed multiple times, myself included. Don't beat yourself up about it brother, it is quite normal, and the fact that you have chosen to take this path says much about your strength of character and that means you will succeed finally. A relapse is just like having a flat tire on a cross country car trip, it may delay you but once it is changed you are back on your journey, and will eventually get there. This is not an easy journey and there are no prizes for getting there on the first, second, third..... try. The prize goes to those who just get up dust themselves off, and start walking again, and that sounds like you. No one ever fails who does not give up. As Winston Churchill said " Success is going from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm ". Also, remember you are not alone, you have thousands of fellow travellers on the same road who will help you if you fall, including myself. Cheers for now.
Day-2 Went pretty well, with just a few intrusiv toughts. I know that harder days will come. But i do not want to dissapoint.
Day-3 The first days always go pretty smooth, and since im at my parents house im more busy than usual. The days that come, will be the challange.
good job, keep it going! dont forget that business alone wont keep ya sober - find some fun relaxing things to do too. remember the small dopamine from healthy activities will take some time to feel though, youll feel weird, sad, low energy at first. it will get better. Also, theres a section for reboot logs here https://forum.nofap.com/index.php#reboot-logs.8
