Porn Gives Me A Super Fast Rush But After words I Feel Disgust And Regret

That is probably true but I think that I would probably have mental illnesses anyway even without porn intensifying or creating new ones.

 

No it has nothing to do with that I just look at it because I am lonely and without porn it's almost like I don't have any sexual release.

 

I already know this but thanks for explaining it anyway. Sometimes it is sexual excitement without stress and other times it almost feels like some sort of panic attack when I get too sexually aroused.