Hi all, Let's get straight to the point. I'm not sure whether I suffer from PIED or PA and would like your guys thoughts on it. Here are a few things below: I have only really masturbated to a particular fetish category. I don't recall having this fetish before porn, but got hooked onto it when I was 11. Vanilla sex never really excited me. I have only tried NoFap recently, and I have come to the conclusion I'm addicted to my fetish. I can only go 4 days without relapsing. This fetish is something I can not incorporate into a healthy relationship. I had my first girlfriend and struggled to get it up However, recently I've noticed a few things during NoFap: I met up with a new girl and just the thought of hugging her can get me semi-hard. We kissed and once again, I was semi-hard. I feel very attracted to her, physically and emotionally. Although, I have not masturbated over the thought of having sex with her (is this wrong to do?). Sometimes, although rare, the thought of making out with her excites me to the point I'm nearly 100% hard. Basically, I'm confused. Is it a mixture of both PIED from 10 years of PMO to my fetish? Or is it because I was just nervous the first time I did it? Will abstaining from my fetish and porn enable me to have healthier thoughts for more vanilla sex with this new girl? Maybe I'm demisexual?
