Omg is thiss a relaaapsee ? Basicly i am on day 29 of NO PMO and MO and i was in my room alone today and it came to my mind i went for my laptop got myself undressed and went on the P website as i pressed play on the video jus as the video was playing i rememberd the last time i PMOd and i rememberd how straight after it i felt so low and depresed and stressed so i quicklly switched the laptop off and ran out the room i didnt MO or touch myself Thank god! Is this a relapse?
It's up to u. but if u feel guilty. just re set. the bright side is that you didn't go all the way. and using your will power to shut down the laptop is actually very positive. you're getting stronger. your mind is building connections that pmo isn't a pleasure anymore - instead it's a pain. maybe reset knowing that you have 29 days in the bag. Fck the streaks. every day without p is a win. keep going.
You were naked, alone and ready to rock 'n' roll, but you bailed out just in time! So, no relapse. Hopefully, a close call will make you even more cautious in future!
Thank god them 30 days were hard enough! So hopefully this is making me stronger even tho i nearly relapsed right?
Yeah ur right! I connected it to a pain and it just put me off straight! I was thinking am i really going to waste nearly 30 days of hard achievement for a 3 second buzz followed by hardcore depression etc etc
Dont get me wrong tho it made me feel disguisted going to it and trying to play with my self! Id rather let a women do it for me and am going to try and make my mind think that the only way am guna get it is by a real women!
In my opinion its not a RELASPE. This shows that now you can switch yourself off at thr right time. Congrats on reaching day no 29, enjoy it and Best Of Luck for the rest of your journey. Another thing in near future don't got those websites, instead think of the hardships you faced on reaching this point, think what awaits you if you figh this PMO situation of yours. You had reached 29 days this means you can go for more.
Wired or Rewired please don't fuss on this. Focus on 29 days that you managed to reach, see in my opinion wiring & rewiring these take time, try to give that time. Give the time the brain will do its job, and again I don't think its been rewired back. Focus on your reboot when you stumble discuss with fellow Fapstronauts thats it.
