Good morning everyone i have calmed down from my HOCD and just want to ask if anyone had a similar experience to me. I can only get aroused by the thought of anal sex, regardless if it’s with a woman or a transgendered person. Is this something that will ever go away with PMO abstinence? No matter which genre I escalated too it was always the anus that got me aroused, never the vagina or the penis. i’m honestly fine with having this fetish as long as the genres i escalated too go away, but i wouldnt mind it also slipping away
Fairly normal to become fixated on one particular genre. For years I was fixated on oral sex. Likely because it was the only kind I was having.
Based on what I have experienced and what I have heard reported for years on this forum, the specificity of your interests fades out the longer you stay off porn. If you get back on porn, though, you re-escalate to that specific interest relatively quickly.
I got stuck on that since I was a teenager and it never really went away, I'm always more attracted by that than the real thing. I never really understood why but usually I do find face more attractive than body.
