Hey y'all. I'm new here and am currently on day 60. All I can say is I finally feel free. After wanting to die three months ago, I didn't even recognize what was killing me on the inside. Now I know that the real problem was an intrinsic shame of my self-worth. It went back to the age of five as far as I can remember. So to anyone who's listening, I have very little shame or fear of speaking this.