I have lost so much because of this fapping thing that it makes me wanna cry all the time still I couldn't do it, but now I am 100% determined I will never fap again. I used to be a stunning guy with super-pretty chiseled face and huge muscles and almost no body fat with an I don't give a fuck attitude, I was really a fu***ng tough guy that nobody could mess with, but after 1 and a half years of regular fapping I have become a physical and mental wreck. I used to drive every girl crazy, now I am a fat and ugly guy with hollow eyes with panda type dark rings beneath them and a beer belly. Brain Fog all the time, girly voice (used to be so deep that everyone used to comment on). I just feel like crying. I am always worried, will I ever get back what I have lost or not. I am even ready to become a lifelong celibate to gain what I have lost. Anybody with the same experience?
Use your losses and setbacks to motivate you back into wealth, health and success. Don't be down, dude. This is a great thing. Stick it out, you will see. Get a few days under you belt, you'll lose the brain fog and be able to focus on becoming a new man again. Accept your past mistakes, forget them, look forward and make the effort to change yourself. You can if you really believe achieve this and more.
