Well a month ago after I posted my story on 30 days I had an intention for sharing my experience at about 30 days intervals so here comes the second one. Right on the verge of 30 days the journey became hard because of the consistent morning woods which I have plenty of every single night although tonight it wasn't that annoying . Morning wood is the thing that has to be either ignored or in some way to get rid off, here I recommend either breathing exercises or simply standing up from the bed to redirect blood flow and to pray or recite mantra or think of something Holly, whatever suits you best. Wet dream happened about day 55 has brought an immediate headache on me which I managed to endure without any painkillers. Wet dreams are tragedy for our progress and have to be dealt with by cleaning our mind and behaviour from harmful stuff. The Wet dream was PC related and I dreamed myself watching something on the screen when stuff started turning into pubs and I was desperately trying to close tabs but at the same time felt rather glued to watching the screen (the were medium to small thumbnails) and the screen was going from pubs into porn and besides my powerless desperate struggle to close tabs and get away from it I had some kind of liking -desire kindled as well as sexual excitement this is where I started to realise that I was dreaming and keeping my breath on exhalation.I had a deep breath in through like if lungs were glued and reaping open sound I fully woke up but the excitement I felt I was able to stop only partially where although you cand see wet pants you see it when you pee.If you ask me I'd wet dreams can be stopped my answer is definitely and completely but you have to find the right way about it. Recently about 60 days I experienced spontaneous excitement, attempts of my body to get erection when just sitting and reading or when travelling in the bus which I deal with by square breathing combined with muscles tension in the legslike a good aptepti to lift youself from the seat but keeping sitting. When travelling this way I treat myself somewhat like paperman and lust as fire which has to be escaped in order to live,like Paul said..'flee from sexual immorality' and somewhere earlier it was said'do not show yourself brave against lust for many perished from it'. Successful journey requires of us knowing all our triggers and knowing the enemy in the face as well as in any disguise so you can recognise wolf under sheep skin. I think that anger can sometimes be appropriate when dealing with pmo annoyance but as soon as urge-temptation was gone there is no need to stay in anger. The other interesting thing that keeps going on is I became naturally bossy and confident in what I say or do some guys at work call me bossman which is something I don't fake but do because I am. If we stay on the straight and narrow the path will inevitably keep taking us upwards to new life in the new world...and it is so exciting to know. Health wise I stopped getting any colds even if anyone around me keeps coughing, coldest freezing showers come naturally and I enjoy them now without any planning to take them. There are many positive changes that are happening in us quite naturally when we are consistent and faithful to our chosen path!
Triggers are everywhere-as in real life so in the world of dreams ! The real life's ones are the training ground.
