In God we trust. Through all this pain and sorrow. I was wandering a lot. Did not pray, relapsing, spending time whatever just to spend it, going out with some girl... Eveything was on a verge of a break. Fammily issues, girlfriend issues money issues. I lost my sight what I want in life acctualy what I have to be (I'm affraid I can't be that anymore that insicurity doesn't help me).. I was lost.. Sorry God, sorry to my girlfriend. I just prayed Rosay. It's beautifull. I'm glad that I come back to it. I'll like my day begining slow now.. no rush. Wake up, drink water, see the sun, breakfast, coffie and Rosary with Chatolic chants in the backround. After- some work, workout.. I want to get back to confession, euchariatic adorations, mass. I even need some arrow prayesrs troughout a day. Only right path for me. No need to ever fall from it. Prayer (arrow) that I learned for Mother Teresa: Mary, Mother of Jesus, please be my Mother now.
Take refuge in Mary, she is always by your side. You are doing your best, I can see that. Get up, time and time again when you fall. You will overcome, with God! I pray for you!
