I'm alone outside of school

For friends if you really want it, maybe playing some sport in some team, and working at some job on the weekends or evening and such (volunteering maybe also), I guess...

Block all websites except the very few for professional or academic reasons from your set ups (there's a tutorial online on some article, "How To Block All Websites Except A Few" )

Do the same on the smartphone if you use one, by using the browser Kiwi and activating the chrome extension StayFocusd there creating a white list I think it is. And uninstall the other browsers.

I have in my signature a link for KJV Bible believing guidance, and inspiration at least for you.

It is not a bad thing to be isolated or separated in a sick evil society, especially in these marxist indoctrination camps called schools today. But you gotta do what you gotta do to get such and such diploma maybe I guess. Just do well and let people talk.

You're only 14 and not supposed to have any real social circle at that age anyway, and especially considering the types of wicked and lewd people that might surround you at school, friend. I've been throughout these indoctrination camps as well, middleschool, highschool, it's all the same rubbish: promote decadence, fornication, lasciviousness, feminism, marxism, satanism, rejecting God and biblical moral principles of life. Okay. Thankfully, you can still make it by the grace of almighty God. Make sure that you are saved by the way, hopefully also in that sense, from Hell (it's so simple, check my signature if you want).

Focus on your goals as what job do you want to do later on in life: green spaces and landscaping? Nathuropathic doctor? Finances maybe? Well be as focused and serious and precise as you can in your goals. Mine is overall written in the title of my journal. And again, don't beat yourself up about not having any friends especially at that age of 14 and especially in a wicked vile perverse generation of today as Jesus was saying even. I mean just get that car and driver's license of yours as well and so start working for it! You can get it man, so simple, just do it.

Get some job on the weekends and evenings if you can also I would advise you, man. Really, go to the job agencies you know and create online google alarms for the type of job you could do as a starter, there's lots of it. And at least also maybe volunteering. There you might find "friends" if you're so worried about it. And mainly, you'll have money, and professional experience, and strong character. Which would please your potential future wife and society in general and God almighty since you'll have developed a sense of lively liberating discipline once you'll be an adult, but anyway.

I know it's hard, I've been through that once again, and still am, though now as a young adult it's a different type of play, I mean it's more casual to meet people or whatnot or just find a spouse and get yourself involved in whatever projects you want.

I've been through the pointless and heartbreaking infatuations with whorish girls, the ridiculous competition of acting ""cool"" with dumb kids, and ultimately the deceitful empty consequences of selfish fleshly self-gratification whereas I could've used my precious fleeting time to cultivate profitable integrity, see. And come to the Lord Jesus earlier too.

Make sure you do the right thing, that you navigate through that promotted mess in that indoctrination camp as best as you can, God be with you. Get yourself good proper decent clothing as well, don't dress as some homeless clown with white shoes and hip-hop style you know, rather get some large enough italian style pants you see with cool sober professional shirt on and black, dark shoes. Just don't waste your youth, especially over a time consuming pointless trap of sneaky popularity dumb competition between kids that haven't even all their brains developed, but rather let your moral conscience be expressed through your attitude and integrity as a young man with great potential.

You're very young and you have your whole life ahead of you. Don't waste it away in any pornography, masturbation, distraction, teenage mind games. Stay true. Let the Lord guide and heal you, triumphant over this momentary "school" machinery. Like an eagle on his way to leave the chicken-coop he has been placed in, for his home up in the bright mountain to get his eagle wife and build an eagle family prosperous and blessed, humble before God.

Eventually learn about real estate investment, e-commerce business like dropshipping, and perhaps M&A deals which is way more advanced... But I mean, it's okay and decent to have a job, but just know there is ways for you to be independent and financially free also from any kind of wage slavery system too. And so learn about the tiny house movement, the self-sufficiency with solar panels, shallow well, composting toilets etc. as well... It's all a great adventure.

Now don't waste your time on that well designed trap of the internet. Sleep good on time, eat well, workout eventually or play sport in some team at whatever (anything is doable at your age, try whatever you want), maintain a good hygiene, and start to know God and hopefully get saved then. Alright?

AND DON'T LISTEN TO ANY PSYCHOPATH OR WICKED PERSON TRYING TO INSULT OR VICIOUSLY DOWNGRADE YOU. But also learn to accept correction from your parents. Yet know also to build your proper independence and freedom as a responsible man. All the rest will be yours to discover.

Where the old route stops, new countries discover themselves.

May the Lord bless you and good day.

 

Get off tiktok and insta delete them you won't miss them after a few days.

 

Go to the library and get out a book you are interested in. Get off internet devices and educate yourself from books. If you do not want to read biographies, then read novels. Find some (clean) fiction that entertains you. You will benefit brother.

 

Until you quite social media you wont realize how bad it was for you

 

I think you are right. I have to quit, I have to study in 9th grade anyway. I will only use the phone to talk to my family and friends.[/QUOTE]

Better you quite now, trust me you'll be far wiser than your peers for quitting all this nonsense now then waiting. By the time your a junior you'll be the wisest kid at your scool because everyone else will be worrying about whats happening online and YOU will be living in the true present moment free from influence.

 

I would give up anything to have had the opportunity to experience high school agin without the influence of social media and porn. You have the opportunity of a lifetime do not take this for granted! I had to learn these lessons the very hard way when I started college, a much less forgiving environment then high school. You need to be focusing on TWO things in highs school 1. Academics and 2. Athletics.. Nothing else, not Instagram, tiktok, not girlfreinds. Your mind and body are whats important do weightlifting it will give an extreme confident boost and you'll learn about your body, dont even worry about freinds right now. True friends want to see you grow always remember that.

 

Make sure those friends are making you a better person as you to them, if someone questions why you don't partake in things like social media and pornography out of curiosity that is fine. But if it is judgmental, that person is not a friend and to be completely honest with you that person is very bad for you. They will drag you down with them because deep down there jealous of your wisdom. I can tell you care about health. I wish i cared like you when I was your age i'd be much farther in life. If you continue down this path you will become a very good person, and a strong man. Youll see most of the people you go to school with go down much darker paths, when you see that take it as a reminder why your doing this.

 

very well written my friend, very good job. It's true while you are in the addiction loop it's very difficult to realize something is harmful until you distance yourself. we will all surely become better stronger people. Every person has to learn about addiction at some point. Some people don't realize they were addicted until the age of 40,50,even 60. Well they say they didn't know but that is a lie they just bought into the lie because of their fear of not being good enough to make a positive change in their life. They are afraid if they try to quit pornography they will fail, of course they will fail! Failure is life! No one gets good at anything except through repetition. That's what LEARNING is. The truth is people don't quit because they are lazy and afraid.