Hey guys, so I've had PIED since I was 18. I am 24 now and after graduating from university and getting a job, I thought it's now time once and for all to eliminate this porn addiction. For the last 6 years I had only been in 2 relationships of which only one of them materialized into sex when I was 18. So for the last 6 years I have been struggling with PMO but these last couple years it was primarily MO that I had been struggling with. But on the 2nd of February with the help of God, I dedicated fully to this journey and I am now on day 59 of nofap. For most of this journey I had been in absolute flatline - penis looking like a shrimp with random short lived urges. However, last night something happened out of the ordinary, I woke up in the middle of the night with my hand on my penis and my heart was RACING. I mean it was like I had 3 red bulls and ran a marathon. And I immediately removed my hand from my penis and just went back to sleep. It was so random and I remember I was justifying subconsciously why I was about to masturbate which was to say bye to all my friends from University which doesn't even make any logical sense. Now I know not everyone is a doctor on here but I wanted to get your thoughts on whether this is a heart problem or just my brain playing up from abstaining from porn for so long?
Im sorry that no one reach out to you on that day, i do hope that u manage go hold on and kept going There s a time when i said to myself fuxk so horny just relapse but it just a temporary feeling
