Girl's Meltdown in Porn Chatroom Haunts Me , Motivates Me

You mean Hyde, right? Jekyll is the good, Hyde is the bad. Anyway, thanks for sharing your story, and congratulations on 71 days. That is really remarkable. Keep it up!

 

@Armed & Dangerous you are absolutely right and spot on. Agreed.
All the best for your journey.

 

thanks for sharing!

 

I've met a few of them who have wanted to leave and are leaving PMO for the right reasons.

 

I feel like guys tend to quit, like you said, to get a better sex life, and after they quit, they notice a greater respect for women and realize how what they did created demand for these damaged women, and that creates even more motivation to stay away from it.

Congrats on realizing it early. I wonder if anyone else who saw her breakdown had a similar reaction..

 

Thank you for sharing this. You are an honorable person! Not everyone has the courage to admit such a thing. You can be proud for realising and stopping what you did.

 

I was reading one mans journal and he said he decided to quit because he saw someone he knew in real life. He cried for hours afterward.

It is a rude awakening to see how objectification fuels porn use. Women are nothing more than objects. Soulless, worthless, emotionless. Existing only to satisfy selfish desires. Then when that fantasy gets blurred it jars you into the realization of what it actually is. Like a glitch in the matrix.

 

Thank you.

 

I used to be terrified of this happening to me. Thankfully it never did. But if it had, it probably would've brought me to my senses sooner.

 

This is so powerful, I feel like I've been hit in the face. Thank you @Armed & Dangerous for reminding me I will never relapse.

 

Yes well posted ,I think everyone on here has had a similar experience in some way. Thanks for the reminder. I have kids and I would never want them to turn this way.

 

i had some similar experience when on movie girls where drinking piss and looked all happy and like it and then for a second one of them made the real expression of how she felt at that moment..i was totally shocked and felt horobble for her to suffer like that..i always thought that the girls that did those stuff were just f*cked up and liked it..
and from that day until now i am clean for 58 days!

 

I appreciate your post and congrats on 71 days. And I totally agree with what you said about the women in porn. One day I spent hours reading about the degradation and suffering many of those women go through, even some being forced to do it to survive. However, in the end, the addiction would always take over and I'd watch it again. I think it's awesome you and other people were able to use that as motivation to stop, but I think it's important to mention that for those who know this and do it anyways not to beat themselves up too much. I remember PMOING again, after I'd just PMOED, because I felt so terrible knowing what those girls go though and still not being able to stop.

Again thanks for this I can completely relate.

 

Geeze, what a story, thank you for sharing.
It`s an emotional one that really strikes chord for all of us.
I Do hope she found some light in her life, like the one were all chasing here.

- Good luck on your journey, and everyone else!

 

Thank you @Armed & Dangerous.This just confirms the fact porn is not good,it is a virus that needs to be terminatinated.I wish all the success in your journey!

 

I think that we focus on our PIED and the sex with the girlfriends/wives it's because we mainly watched porn and not the chatrooms where is more intimate and the girl expose more personality. When you watch porn you don't think about the girls, about their personality...

 

Thank you for sharing and may God bless you in your transition towards living life PMO free!

 

Imagine having to maintain that persona for an hour long camshow with no breaks.

 

Wow. Thank you for sharing this. I, too, had been engaging in webcams. I found myself getting caught up in caring about the women, wondering about their situations, and hoping they were okay. There was a real human element that isn't present with just videos. I am ashamed to think that I was facilitating exploitation and taking advantage of those women. Your post confirms some of the things I felt and thought and wondered about. I just can't imagine seeing one of my favorites take a call like that. That would really hit hard, to say the least. Thank you for sharing your story and reality check. There's an antiporn website out there called "she's somebody's daughter." How true and appropriate and powerful...It puts a different spin on it to think these girls are daughters...or moms or sisters...

Thank you A&D!