This week i've finally concluded that through these years addicted to P, a fetish was induced to my mind (foot fetish). It's something that i'm sure was induced and i got warped to the point of believe it is something i really enjoy, even never trying it in real life. And the worst is that it didn't started with the addiction, a few years before i get indeed addicted, i already got by "stealthy" ways induced to like it : many TV programs, podcasts, instagram pics, etc. That shit was so hard to resist that throughout the years i thought that being a "foot worshipper" would be something enjoyable at all, that smelling stinky feet would be good too and any other kind of act of submission and humiliation would be a nice experience. Btw, my streaks are not so long now but they are being more consistent (between 7-10 days) and i will do my best to complete the reboot at least once in my entire life.
Those fetishes are hard to defeat, because only a look at feet is enough to reinfoce the feticism, and in summer it's quite easy to look and fantasize. Keep strong and try to avoid it at all, if possible.
