I reached day 74, and i am calmer than wen i first started, i notice how the anxiety is reducing day per day, and getting normal, the first week of no pmo i felt the urges in my body with a lot of power, i tought i wouldnt make it past the second week, but i decided to maintain my self put and here i am today at day 74, it hasnt ben easy, there has ben a lot of dangerous moments, and distractions that can lead to the worst, i tought in trying 30 days NoFap, but then i liked how life was without it that and decided to continue on another 30 days, at day 60 i tought i would relapse, but i rememberd how bad it was wen i pmo and i decided to continue so now im going for 90 days, but my main real goal, is leaving pmo forever, i will never again pmo, its challenging but not impossible, i love life how it is now, with no pmo, so i imagined an entire life without it and without doubt its beutifull, so i will leave it forever, this is the first time in 8 years i decided to try to quit this bad habbit for good, i have tried it previous times like 3 times in my whole fapping experience, but with luck i would get to 7 days,... there was a time wen i made it with effort to day 3, not only that, but i was in a deep trap, i tought i would never get out of, i watched porn almost all day, and masturbated 3-7 times a day, yes it was really bad, but now, i have managed to get to day 74... life is way diferent for me now, i no longer feel traped by porn or masturbation, i feel free, i can talk normaly with people, laugh without anxiety, have good times with friends, i dont feel worried about the need of porn, or the worry of masturbation, my mind is opend, i feel like theres so much to learn, and to discover, i can concentrate better on important duings, mi mind is reducing the need of stimulation of dophamine by porn and masturbation. And up till now i have liked every day, and i want this to last as long as it can, i want this forever now.
