Day 38 is here! Wow!

Look this journey has been painful and I've had up and down days...BUT let me just say once i got to DAY 35 oh my god i see now the changes many fapstronauts were talking about. I felt my generalized anxiety suddenly lower it's intensity. I'm getting consistently better each day with my eye contact. And women are staring a tad bit more...guess it means i'm looking better.
One weird thing i noticed and wondered if anyone else experienced this was constant reminisce of old days ...the fun times though. Like childhood or my teens wayyy before i began pmo. It was magically pop up in my memory and make me feel so good.
Anyway day 37 i felt incredibly optimistic about my life and career path again. Can't wait for the confidence to really kick in!
I'm coming 4 you 90 days!

 

I don't really look 4 women they just pretty much come around me talk to me although none of them have come on to me yet but they're somehow gravitated to me... I believe my attraction has increased significantly I can see it in the mirror but I didn't think it would be enough two Witness being a bit of a magnet for ladies lol and lastly I'm doing nofap because for years I've struggled with generalized anxiety and depression symptoms so intense it would ruin my brain function while doing simple things at work or in social situations I would totally embarrassed myself and people would think I was retarded. It feels terrible not being who you usually are for the past 7 years you almost forget who you used to be and just cope with the new you until you figure out how to get back...

 

Awesome! Thanks for the comment.

 

That is awesome Sleeping_beauty keep up the great work! Good to know we are all healing from this mess.