I have been having decently strong urges to mess up, I haven't and won't, but they comes in flashes. The thing I hate the most is my brain tries to sexualize literally everything. I know It's only a side effect from porn usage from all the years. I'm 24 and I started at about 8. I feel better, mentally I feel healthier. I'll keep it up.
I am currently on day 14 and I know how u feel I also sexualize everything. I think he means by people he sees and scenarios made up in the head are hard to escape. As if the mind is trying to make you give in to the urges. It will take time to heal just have to stay strong. Keep pushing brother we are in this together
