I have never ever felt proud after a relapse. The feelings which have always and always followed after PMO are feeling of a loser, despair, hopeless, unmotivated, worthless, weak and lonely. So really, do u want to feel like that again? Isn't that the trap of satan, to beckon, whisper and to beautify sin and make it seam glamorous and in that way bring you to it's trap and make you commit an evil act. Yes PMO is an evil act. It has destroyed marriages, supported the multibillion dollar porn industries that prey and traffic poor vulnerable women. It has destroyed souls, motivation, courage, dreams, aspirations and held back men and specially young men from achieving great things in life. PMO is destroying humanity, it is removing compassion, love and respect specially towards the women and girls. So now again. Do you really want to end up there? What will your destiny be? A loser, a weak, a purposeless, a hateful man. Or do you want to rise? Cause every day is a new day, every moment is a new moment. Do you want to shape your own destiny? To make your future different? Do you wan to feel proud of yourself down the line? Do you want to achieve great things and contribute and spread love and knowledge? So that on the death bed, when looking back at your life, you feel that pride. You feel good that you lived life to the fullest. That you contributed. That you made a difference? That you made the world a better place?