62 days of Hard mode

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by jwebb1989, Jan 7, 2015.

  1. jwebb1989

    jwebb1989 Fapstronaut

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    So this is my first try of 'NoFap', although I feel OK, I almost collapsed this morning. I am going to resolve to unplug more - avoid the Internet where possible as one of my triggers is glimpses of half-naked women in my screen margins.

    The 62 days on Hard mode are the result of circumstance- on March 6th I am flying to Turkey (where they have Internet censors which'll make porn viewing more difficult) and there I will be spending six weeks with my girlfriend. In my head if I make 62 days then the next 40 days will be easy. (Should I be that confident at that point?)

    I am in a long distance relationship and so won't see her for these 62 days. My attitudes and porn addiction have seen me research and even contact escorts to try fulfil my Porn induced fetishes. I feel I am on a slippery slope, but not as deep as some. I do not suffer PIED but rarely ejaculate during sex with my girlfriend, sometimes I don't enjoy sex with her, I start thinking about porn and my fetishes.

    I am healthy and determined, I think I can do this. I rarely join forums, but want to participate and learn. I am going for the full works, NoFap ftw!