150 days hardmode accomplished!!!!!

Hello fellow fapstronauts, today I celebrate 150 days on monk mode. Life is so much better at this point I hardly think about porn now. Morning wood sometimes it is sometimes it is not, quite strange. Apart for that I feel that semen retention helped me enormously in actually making things happen. I am studying medicine now, first year student, and I have to tell you I was more motivated to study cause my mind didn't wander to naked women and sex scenes. Also had more time during the day, time that I got from not searching hours and hours for the perfect sex video online. Other things that I notice is that I am more confident, eye contact is better, I don't need much sleep( woke up after 5-6 hours of sleep ready to start my day) , I lost more weight (trying to have abs, which in the past was just a dream), trying to eat healthier, more calmness, I noticed attraction from girls, voice is a bit deeper and I don't see women as sex objects they are perfectly functioning beautiful human beings and I want to connect with them at every level. It is much easier now to do small talk and flirt with girls somehow it's just comes naturally. So yeah I will keep going on this journey see where it takes me cause I feel that I am not fully healed yet. Thanks everyone for the support that you guys showed me during my streak. It took me around 6 years of failed attempts to finally reach this point. This time I was on and off on this website but the idea off Nofap was somewhere deep in my mind and I didn't forgot it. So never give up and get back to porn free life as soon as possible.

 

When I do have morning woods, I have them even if I woke up in the middle of the night.

 

I did the same mistake by watching some hot girls on YouTube but I realised it was just my addictive mind wanting some pleasure. Luckily I didn't relapse. Now I know that even peeking to hot girls can be dangerous to my recovery so I am trying to cut off anything that could be trigger.

 

I'm not gonna lie that will be a challenge. I think I will develop a method which will help me act professionally but I don't have it yet. I hope my mind will heal more and I can separate the lust from the profession. Thanks for the question it is the first time I am thinking about this.

 

Thank you, congrats to you too