for me, I don't m , if I feel the need I have to use the death grip, then I do not really need to release, its more of a mental thing. after about 20 days if I have to release fine. but the death grip is out of me for ever!
Hey mate. How are you doing? I was sick a couple of days but I'm slowly feeling better. How is your journey? I'm still enjoying the flatline ^^
It's the day 29 of nofap, which is good. But I am depressed, because yesterday I broke up with my girlfriend.
I'm not. We were together more than 3 months and she realised she doesn't have the feelings for me, so I had to end it, because there was no point for more seeing each other. The painful things is also that we were really compatible in bed (bdsm, she was a sub, i was a dom) and she was always extremely supportive when it was about my ED or my DE. So it hurts so much to lose a girl like her...
Day 30. Girl is gone but I won't give up my reboot. I just want to cum while having sex with my next girl.
That is good to hear. I had sex yesterday and I am still flatlining...erections are about 60...which is kind of weird BUT while she was on top i came with very little effort. I streched my toes a tiny bit for like 20 seconds and I came very easy .
I could come like that when I straightened my whole body. We talked about that. It was the First Time I came with so little effort while she was on top. I think I still got a long Road ahead of me but think this was a good sing that I am on the right path. I am somewhere between Day 40 and 50, I stoped counting a while ago.
Stopping PMO and MO will definitely bring back lots of sensitivity. Idk what damage has been done so I can't tell you to what extent. Good luck on your journey
