MikaP1111

Fapstronaut, Female, 24, from New York

Officially re booted y'all :^) Feb 7, 2018

MikaP1111 was last seen:: May 19, 2019

1. MikaP1111
  Officially re booted y'all :^)
  
  Feb 7, 2018
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2. MikaP1111
  I feel in a pretty good place with it all though
  
  Jan 21, 2018
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3. MikaP1111
  Here I thought I was all re booted
  
  Jan 21, 2018
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4. MikaP1111
  Ok so I mis counted my day counter lmao I'm only on day 77 thank god I just kept going and didn't give in
  
  Jan 21, 2018
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  2. Rising Sun !!
    Day 77 That's great
    
    Jan 21, 2018
    
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5. MikaP1111
  Here's to a pmo free new year :)
  
  Jan 1, 2018
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  2. Arohamystic
    That is awesome, brother. Not long to go now.
    
    Jan 1, 2018
    
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6. MikaP1111
  Cold showers aren't hard like they were in the beginning bc I dont overthink it and mentally complain,I've literally killed my inner pussy
  
  Dec 19, 2017
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7. MikaP1111
  I literally feel so good I've come so far and I'm so proud I haven't relapsed (day 43)
  
  Dec 19, 2017
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  2. Deleted Account
    Inspiring, good work.
    
    Dec 19, 2017
    
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8. MikaP1111
  Okay I feel really good and have almost no craving
  
  Dec 15, 2017
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9. Khufu
  congrats on your 37 days
  
  Dec 14, 2017
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10. MikaP1111
  Fuck I almost relapsed after seeing a trigger and looking into it, I'm so glad I stopped myself I was so fucking close I feel so gross rn
  
  Dec 10, 2017
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  2. Struggle Bug
    Be glad you made it through. :) Good job at controlling yourself!
    
    Dec 10, 2017
    
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11. MikaP1111
  That dopamine is slowly restoring
  
  Dec 9, 2017
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12. MikaP1111
  Little things are having a much more strong impact on me like it snowed the other day and I can't believe how beautiful snow really is
  
  Dec 9, 2017
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13. MikaP1111
  One month down!! So much clearity and better focus than before not gonna lie I still get cravings but it feels good to be in control
  
  Dec 6, 2017
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  2. Wolkmann
    Congratulations!
    
    Dec 6, 2017
    
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14. MikaP1111
  wen you think your doing good not cravin pmo and your dreams tell you otherwise lmao,,,not gonna lie I was lucid dreaming twords the end tho
  
  Dec 1, 2017
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15. MikaP1111
  I'm starting karate again tommorow after a year of not going I'm so excited I feel so authentic when I'm in the dojo kickin it out
  
  Nov 29, 2017
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  2. Arohamystic
    Awesome! All the best for your return to the dojo!
    
    Nov 29, 2017
    
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16. MikaP1111
  In the middle of week 3 and urges are not as bad as they were thank god but still working through the struggles
  
  Nov 28, 2017
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17. MikaP1111
  lol I told a trusted friend irl about doin nofap and she was laughin caus just saying"NoFap" made her uncomfortable but she was proud of me
  
  Nov 28, 2017
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  2. Struggle Bug
    Brave of you to open up about this. :)
    
    Nov 28, 2017
    
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18. MikaP1111
  I've had huge bursts of energy the past week (first week) from the repressed urges like aderenaline
  
  Nov 18, 2017
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  2. Khufu
    im a cook in a busy demanding restaurant,everyone tells me they like how i keep myself leveled/organized&calm but that goes all out the window if one night i relapse
    
    Nov 22, 2017
    
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19. MikaP1111
  I stoped edging but I feel like I relapsed even tho I technically didnt fully pmo but the more I read the more my stomach sank and guilt hit
  
  Nov 18, 2017
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20. MikaP1111
  im almost at 2 weeks in and was triggered yesterday by a fuking hentai manga that i startd reading and ive been edging ever sice I hate this
  
  Nov 18, 2017
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Sep 23, 1999 (Age: 24)

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New York

I found out about this community from YouTube at the right time in my life, I had struggled with an intense porn addiction in the past that I thought I got over but I've found myself relapsing over and over especally lately with all diffrent kinds of things and trying to justify it even though I know it makes me feel like shit reguardless and as a spiritual person trying to better myself it's time to take control of my mental state and fix these messed up chemical pathways in my psychology , I've fixed the majority of things that have been keeping me from becoming my best self in the past year and this issue is one of the only lingering problems that needs to be dealt with and I've beeni afraid of dealing with it because Ik it will be a challenge but everything that's worth having isent always easy to get
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