yess, i wanna be bored I wanna detox myself of all the artificial stimulation that i am constantly surrounded by. i literally watch so many movies and series in a week, i don't even enjoy it anymore. this needs to change. I wanna be happy with myself and not be so lonely and miserable. I turn to porn, not coz I wanted to watch it in the first place but because it filled a void in my life, i.e not having anyone o feel comfortable around. but now it's just a bad addiction that am grappling with.....
I feel the same way. As a kid I had moments all the time of just normal boredom where I would lay down and stare at the carpet or make images in the texture of the walls. Since technology and stuff that happens a lot less.
What I do when I think like that I know a relapse potentially heading my way. So what do I do to keep myself busy. Make a lifestyle change cuz i was like you one day with no purpose of what to do and watch movies and tv shows. It always leads to relapse eventually. Only you can control what you do. Make the smart decision of implementing a solid routine where you barely have time to watch movies and tv shows and keep yourself busy. When I have intense urges I go to the gym and smash a workout. This helped stop the urges as I will just go gym and workout until I cant anymore. If that means spending 2hrs in the gym doing a tough workout I know its worth it cuz its keeps me busy. I workout and its changed my life forever.
