I can't believe I reached day 8. I was trying to abstain all along, here and there, and I could never even make it to 4 days! And now I have made it to 8 days, and I'm so pumped! I can do this! I feel the urge a little bit not to M, but to read fanfic. I guess I just miss the romantic stories. If anyone can suggest a fix for this, that'd be great. I'm also spending way too much time on instagram, but I can't really bring myself to be concerned Coz at least I'm off the porno story site in the meantime. Did anyone else experience this, this tendency to just waste time, not giving in to your addiction but also not getting anything done? I'd be much grateful if I could get a few answers to these questions.
Instagram was a gateway for porn for me, so I blocked it. It also saved a ton of time by blocking all social media, you tube etc. Procrastination is a huge problem for me too. I like to stay active like working out, meditating, spending less time on internet and watching tv etc has helped me so far.
That's really great to know. I'll try to implement this. Btw, I'm not browsing instagram for porn, I actually get really grossed out by visual porn, I just see fashion pages and tv show stuff n waste time. Obviously, that's not good either but I'm choosing the lesser sin, know what I mean?
Sir the only thing that I understanded from you is this. You are desperate. You fell no hope in the future. You need to get a goal and strive for it at all costs.
