I'm on day four and woke up to a huge mess in my boxer briefs this morning. I've never had that happen before and I really feel ashamed. I feel like I have lapsed and got a release I don't deserve. Anyone else have this issue? This is the hardest thing I have ever done.
Wet dreams (nocturnal emissions) are your body's natural way of releasing semen (cleaning the pipes) when you're not manually doing so through masturbation. In other words, it is normal and you should be happy that your brain is currently recovering, don't mind the sexual dream because as time goes by, your brain's sexual desires will change and you will stop craving for pornographic things (so your wet dreams won't replay pornographic things).
I think the actual dream is the main reason I feel so bad. I wish these thought were just out of my head. I feel so messed up inside. I never realized how bad I was until now when I have stopped. I hate that I have done this to myself
Don't worry, just keep going with this, eventually those images will change for the better as your brain continues to recover and reboot. Don't beat yourself up, wet dreams aren't in your control and you should focus on being nice and clean in the real world. Good luck, don't give up!