Tomorrow I'm going to follow a plan or schedule what to do with my time. Like @-Negan- said to make the days count. And I think that I can make my days better. In the past week I've been feeling a lot of anxiety and that I haven't been using the time in the day very well. Paradoxically I'm too hard on myself and it makes me end up wasting my time. I spend time browsing on the internet when I could spend my time on a cool hobby. And one thing that I have always been lacking I feel is not giving myself much compassion and self care. So with the schedule I'll follow tomorrow, I'm not going to put my nose to the grindstone. But that I'm going to put in activities that are purely for fun and my enjoyment. Activities that get me away from the screens and that make me feel like my life is worth living.
Day 7 - Padawan Completed the Jedi Initiate Trials, and pleased to have advanced to the rank of Padawan!
Day 8 - Padawan The dark side was here tempting me because of fantasizing....waiting for them to strike. Jedi out
Day 1 - Youngling For the past week since losing my job one of the issues I had was not starting my day off right and getting out of bed late. So now I am starting my day right taking the time after waking up as a time of meditation and contemplation. First by coming here to make my daily post, have some tea, not check my, and to think about what I'm doing for the rest of the day.
Day zero again. I have to somehow rewire my brain that edging is as bad as other stuff. Keep on learning
day 7✅ didnt feel great the last two days but i passed the weekend that was very important in this journey.
Day 9 & 10. Checking in. Day 10 - Padawan The void was here a bit...very briefly. Me and JEDI KNIGHT have to deal with from time to time. What can you do lol. When is it kicks in for me at times then P and M is my "alcohol" similar to my situation. So I have to guard up. Yes...This is the way fellow Jedis/Siths Jedi out
