Hi guys. Today my friend (woman) told me, that I can go to her tommorow, because she's home alone. I know how it will end. So, I just PMO'd, because last time was... a bit too fast. Again I fell in trap of this addiction and done it second time. I was tired so I just got nap. Just wake up and feel kind of better but I still ask myself - should I go to her tommorow and have sex, or tell her I'm busy and just do something else? I was so stupid - I wanted at least 7 days streak on my birthsday on 30th of June and I just ruined it. To clarify - I'm not interested in her, but I told her and she's okay with it. I feel like this relationship is a bit toxic. Part of me want to stop it. What do you think? I don't believe that I'm doing (NoFap) for 2 years and still making that stupid mistakes. Sorry guys.
Hi Longway If you are not interested on her I suggest you stop meeting her. This relation will not lead you anywhere. One of the sentences I read during these first week of my recovery says: " To know if something is good for you, you need to ask you two questions: where this lead me? And where this will leave me". It helped me a lot when I got urges Keep fighting Fercho
