Day 21 after MO on day 8 and day 16 Today I feel very proud of myself cause I've finally reached a NoFap milestone. I had a wet dream during an afternoon nap, after probably ten years or so since my last spontaneous ejaculation. Looks like I won't need MO that much anymore. Talk to you soon. Alfio
It's been 92 days since I started this adventure. I PMO'ed (only thing I count as relapse) two or three times. P'ed a lot in the first two months (one hour a day I would spend it fantasizing, reading erotic stories etc). MOed without fantasizing approximately 10-15 times (usually 5 to 15 days between each MO, most of times in standing position and trying to maintain boner for 10-15minutes before ejaculating). Had one wet dream after two months. Now I can get full erection by simple touch, which three months ago was impossible without strong fantasizing about extreme deviant stuff. Girls are wonderful, incredibly attractive and I love talking to them. My appreciation for girls does not come from "lack" or compulsive cravings anymore. I can feel "love/sexual attraction" without neediness. My mood is better. I don't feel like superman but I feel confident and relaxed at most times. No sign of flatlining, except for a couple of episodes of going two-three days with no libido. Stay strong. It's worth it. Alfio
With my "soft" way (MO allowed) it seems like I can't get past the month without PMOing. Today I start my 5th try and I will go Hard Mode (no MO allowed, and I don't have a girl at the moment). So conclusion is: MOing can recall back some cravings of P and PMOing and lead to relapse. Bye!
well i was going very well for about 2 weeks without fantasies and didnt have an errection alo,but just today i was a bit nervous and while taking an afternoon nap made me fantise hence i lost my control and resulted in fap... again determined to beat my previous best
