I know exacly that feeling, that's what I've been feeling the past week. I have to say that my anger is now getting under control after a few marijuana and meditation sessions. I still feel like a hardass though but more grounded, othet than that I'm so damn horny. Really really fucking horny, I'm starting to look at women in their mid-thirdies and get all hard in my pants hahaha. I now wake up every morning with my boxers full of precum and rockhard erections without any wet dreams, my urge to mastrubate is kind of medium, but my hunger for sex is way strong, like I'm on the edge of sexual starvation. I'll try to go hardmode as far as I can, least 100 days, I might gain a couple of pounds of muscle on my way there. Like an animal.
I've read a post around here of someone buying a punching bag. It's what I'm going to do. Whenever you feel like you're on the edge - just beat the shit out of the bag.
Sounds like a good business idea for this site, sell nofap punching bags for everybody who wants to release their sexual frustrations hehe. I think kicking the shit out of abadoned buildings to bits or using a seldgehammer is just as cathartic, more fun and cheaper. I might try that once I'm really on the edge. I just hope after a couple of months I don't find myself swinging my fists all drunk and horny at a stripclub, I'm certain this hot mess of energy will become very edgy if I abstain from sex for long peroids of time.
Just had sex guys! ;D with this random hot blonde chick at a stoner party at my friends house she was sooo hot I went so hard on her once I got my eyes on her while the rest of the guys were just being high and lazy like a bunch of losers with this super hot chick by their side, like my body just took me over when I saw her I just did not give a fuck at all, I FEEL AMAZING! WHAT A RELEASE OF MINERALS HOLY SHIT! I almost blasted her head off hahahaha! Should've seen her face hahaha! 13 days and 20 hours into nofap, 2015, 15th May, approx 2:00AM at her place, it did not last long but holy shit! I'm never going to forget this day! I'm never gonna fap again, this is it guys! Nofap is the only way of life, porn and mastrubation is only for boys, not men. Yes there will be pain, but it is so fucking worth it! I guess the hardcore mode is already out of the window hahaha, but nofap is definitely here to stay for me! I just feel so grounded and high at the same time now, just whoah! I'm not even going to sleep tonight! Life is fucking awesome!
Seem to go through this "chaser effect" now that I'm looking through the forums, after this sexual encounter I seem to have lost some of the power that I had the first two weeks and triggers like online ads, my old sexual contacts on the internet that used to trade nudes seem to effect me stronger, those triggers are pretty strong. Brrr, good that its summer time and I can spend more time outside instead of being infront of the computer. The chaser effect is very real. But I'm definitly feeling I'm a much stronger version of myself after all this, just in a matter of two weeks already, I even impress myself.
I'm about to hit one month, I've had a pretty bad flu past week but I'm getting better. I've to say this , I have never been so horny in my life, my heart is beating like crazy when I'm sexually charged. I can't even fall asleep sometimes, nor can I think straight when I look at average women. I feel like I'm about to lose my mind if I don't have sex everyday. I don't know when this flatline is going to hit, maybe it won't but I can't imagine feeling like this for years. As soon as I get into a serious relationship I'm probably going to kill the girl with all of this horny mess, will probably end up having sex with her for hours everyday. I feel like I'm about to explode any second. Not even lifting weights helps anymore. On the good note, I feel extremly sexy. I now have more seductive mannerism, women check me out a lot.
This whole paragraph is one of the wrongest things I've ever seen. Christopher Colombus was a colonial slave master, he is not someone to look up to and why do you think he ate organic food? You say the vikings "fucked shit up" but then ou critisize Afriacns for having a laid back culture? As time passed humans produced more food which mean more nutrients and seminal production which is why we started evolving faster?????? Wtf? I'm sorry to call you out but you have completely twisted history to fit your narrative. And you seem to be critisizing cultures that were conquered, colonised and destroyed - this has created a lasting impact on the poor economic and political conditions in the countries where those cultures exist today. All the same time you like to praise colonial, conquering, barbaric Christian, white cultures. All the while you have a picture of James Bond and you say in other posts your "perfect in the spiritual world". Seriously what the fuck?
On a nofap related note: I also felt like I was going to explode post 35 days, so around a similar time. I had a wet dream which released so hopefully you will also.
Hahaha, political correctness is strong on this one. I bet you don't read a lot of books, I got most of this shit from a book called Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill. https://boldanddetermined.com/how-to-harness-your-sexual-energy/ On nofap note, I don't know I just try to distract myself but it's hard now when girls be all over the place with skirts and bikinis and shit, summer time is tough when you couple weeks into nofap.
i kinda got inspired by this im also gonna go 1400 days not because i have addiction to porn but because i believe nofap could be a good start to change life keep it up
