I have broken the habit finally. 30 days over and I am feeling a lot better and healed. I am feeling like I have gained a good deal of control over myself, which is increasing day by day. It was a difficult journey so far, perhaps because of the fact that I am living alone, now-a-days. So far, I have had 3 wet dreams, out of which 2 were on consecutive day. Fantasizing is the culprit. Additionally, I have started taking col shower since 14 days and still on. I am planning to keep taking them as long as I can take them. They have been great to urges as we as to other physical aspects of my body like skin and hair. I have not P or M or Oed since 30 days. My initial target is to reach 100 days, which I will surely reach this time. This is my 2nd attempt to quit fapping. I was able to make it to 63 or 64 days in my last attempt. I am signing off now. I will return again on completing 60 days. Thanks!!
Hi guys. I failed after three weeks of being clean and binged for hours last night and this morning (because I was depressed). What scares me is how I can fail so quickly and just can't fight. It's pathetic. One of the problems I have is every accountability partner I've had hasn't come through for me. I could do with a partner big time any advice
Lose the battle but win the war; it is O.K. to lose a battle as long as you win the war; Best thing is learn; e.g. what triggers you have; take concrete action, setting up barriers to PMO such as filters e.g. K9 or go extreme throw away your mobile and laptop if you have to; I know its sounds crazy but you gotta ask yourself, what your willing to pay to get rid of the habit. Maybe replace it with a healthier one.
Just try to make it 30 days, after that life is easy. Your urges will become easy to tame eventually.
