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Dustin Johnston
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Gender:
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Birthday:
Nov 29, 1994 (Age: 29)
Location:
Earth
Occupation:
Human

Dustin Johnston

Fapstronaut, Male, 29, from Earth

Even after month long streaks and changes in outlook, I still ended up having a binge week. I wonder what I'm doing wrong... Jul 10, 2017

Dustin Johnston was last seen:
Oct 10, 2017
    1. Dustin Johnston
      Dustin Johnston
      Finally was able to reset my counter to the correct day. it was bugging me. surprised Ive come so far since that big setback. staying strong
      May 9, 2016
    2. Dustin Johnston
      Dustin Johnston
      Don't know what day this is, but I'm doing alright. It's been a rough road coming back from off and on relapses, but I'm back guys :)
      May 2, 2016
    3. Dustin Johnston
      Dustin Johnston
      strong cravings, but feeling good mentally.
      Apr 27, 2016
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    4. Dustin Johnston
      Dustin Johnston
      Dear Dark Side, you will not take this away from me. I won't let you. You're an asshole because you hate me being happy. Fuck you.
      Apr 18, 2016
    5. Dustin Johnston
      Dustin Johnston
      Been feeling awesome lately. Hardmode is on! I'm done fucking around. since I started, today is the first time I've had "real" cravings.
      Apr 18, 2016
      2. diamondboi
        diamondboi
        did u relapse again?
        Apr 18, 2016
      3. Dustin Johnston
        Dustin Johnston
        Yes. It seems that anytime I feel like I am making progress, everything crashes down on me. I want to understand it so I can overcome it.
        Apr 18, 2016
    6. Dustin Johnston
      Dustin Johnston
      A random act of kindness goes a very long way.
      Apr 15, 2016
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      2. diamondboi
        diamondboi
        Hows your dating life going bro?>
        Apr 15, 2016
      3. Dustin Johnston
        Dustin Johnston
        not at all....

        because I'm actually engaged to an angel of a woman :)

        If I were single though, honestly I wouldn't be on the scene right now. This reboot is a time for my introspection and self improvement. Not chasing tail. I know I probably don't fit in with the majority of dudes, but it's the truth.

        How about you?
        Apr 18, 2016
    7. Dustin Johnston
      Dustin Johnston
      Apr 14, 2016
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      3. Dustin Johnston
        Dustin Johnston
        Honestly, that's how I quit, and I didn't even know this was a "technique". With that said, quitting smoking was a hundred times easier than quitting porn. Don't know what it is about it that hooks one so deep...
        Apr 14, 2016
      4. Broken jaw
        Broken jaw
        Until yesterday night, I was always thinking of a porn video I couldn't get past even during nofap. This video was the cause of so many relapse. Yesterday, after watching your video, I decided to look on some porn behind the scene and i saw a video which made me really bad. My view on porn just changed totally and I don't feel urges now. SO THANKS FOR SHARING IT :)
        Apr 15, 2016
      5. Dustin Johnston
        Dustin Johnston
        No problem, just doing my part, pay it forward. Thank me by helping someone else :)

        Much love, and good luck on your journey!
        Apr 15, 2016
    8. Dustin Johnston
      Dustin Johnston
      feeling some cravings. here, i found this, it's a good ted talk
      Apr 14, 2016
      2. diamondboi
        diamondboi
        Write down the pros, and cons of nofap, and porn. Ask yourself do you realy want to continue being a beta male with a tissue box, and endless tabs only to achieve a weak orgasm, and feel bad about yourself after?
        Apr 14, 2016
      3. Dustin Johnston
        Dustin Johnston
        Hey man, I've done that. Really. It really pumps you up for a while, but honestly my biggest reason for quitting is simply because I don't want to be a man who uses porn. It doesn't fit my vision of who I want to be so it's gotta go. I'll get there. of that, I am sure.
        Apr 14, 2016
    9. Dustin Johnston
      Dustin Johnston
      Every day is day one. I have to remember that.
      Apr 8, 2016
    10. Dustin Johnston
      Dustin Johnston
      So much for breaking it. Relapsed again just now. I hate this whole addiction... I need it gone.
      Apr 7, 2016
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      3. wellthenisay
        wellthenisay
        I'm also finding myself going into fight mode and being driven by anger in order to reach this goal, then inevitably burning out after long enough. I'm getting a sense that you can relate to this?
        Apr 13, 2016
      4. Dustin Johnston
        Dustin Johnston
        Very perceptive, I tend to struggle with these issues exactly. I have this tendency to expect 150% of myself 100% of the time, so I burn out really quick. I am very goal oriented instead of journey oriented, and that's where I need to shift my focus. Good on you for realizing this.
        Apr 13, 2016
      5. Dustin Johnston
        Dustin Johnston
        The anger is also an issue, just this continuous burning rage that I don't really know what to do with so it ends up being vented on people that I don't intend...really a bummer. I have forgiven myself, but I have to be firm with myself too. Gotta look past the goals, because of that "reward myself" mentality too.
        Apr 13, 2016
    11. Dustin Johnston
      Dustin Johnston
      finally starting to break the cycle. I got sucked in really far. Whoa.
      Apr 4, 2016
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    12. Dustin Johnston
      Dustin Johnston
      Gaaahhhhhh! FUCK!!
      Apr 1, 2016
    13. Dustin Johnston
      Dustin Johnston
      feeling better today after catching up on some sleep. Still feel really shitty though. Had dreams about my fetishes. wow, this shit is crazy
      Apr 1, 2016
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      2. wellthenisay
        wellthenisay
        The dreams..I know it, man. I am inspired by your 20+ day streak. Keep up the great work..this is not a straight path :)
        Apr 4, 2016
      3. Dustin Johnston
        Dustin Johnston
        Least I know I'm not the only one. Thanks for your compliment though, 20 days was a lot tougher to get to than I thought it would be. Day 1 again today. Good luck and stay strong, man.
        Apr 4, 2016
    14. Dustin Johnston
      Dustin Johnston
      What the fuck, binging?! Really gotta pull it together...
      Mar 31, 2016
    15. Dustin Johnston
      Dustin Johnston
      The cravings are always really bad after a relapse. I wouldve thought my brain would be more healed by now. guess ive a long way to go still
      Mar 30, 2016
    16. Dustin Johnston
      Dustin Johnston
      Self doubt is a huge thing that will send me into a really bad spiral onto a relapse. How can I still have this doubt in myself and my life?
      Mar 29, 2016
    17. Dustin Johnston
      Dustin Johnston
      well shit. relapse. reset, and keep trucking. triggered by a bout of depression. damn.
      Mar 29, 2016
    18. Dustin Johnston
      Dustin Johnston
      Just checked my journal, turns out i've made it to day 22 before, so this isnt the farthest i've been. Feels like it though!
      Mar 28, 2016
    19. Dustin Johnston
      Dustin Johnston
      Wow, day 20. This is the farthest I've come :)
      Mar 28, 2016
    20. Dustin Johnston
      Dustin Johnston
      Huh, it's been 16 days. nice! :)
      Mar 24, 2016
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      2. wellthenisay
        wellthenisay
        Congrats man!!
        Mar 28, 2016
      3. Dustin Johnston
        Dustin Johnston
        Thanks so much!
        Mar 28, 2016
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    Gender:
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    Birthday:
    Nov 29, 1994 (Age: 29)
    Location:
    Earth
    Occupation:
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    I am not sure how much I want to share here but I will tell a little about myself. I am a young man who is currently attending college with a major in linguistics and a minor in anthropology. I am in a wonderful and loving long term relationship with my beautiful girlfriend and we plan on staying that way. My interests include but are not limited to: language, philosophy, art, music, primitive living, archery, camping, and the like. I consider myself a pretty down to earth guy and I find it easy to make friends despite my tendency to be brutally honest. Don't let that scare you though, I'll only tell you what you need to hear, and I expect others to do the same for me.

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