I have not been fapping since almost a week, in hard mode. beore last week there was a period when I did it almost ever day but before that period when I tried to quit I always failed on the very 6th clean day! Every single time it was that point when I turned back to porn. On the 6th day triggers are unbearable. My mind goes crazy, my body shakes, I feel as if I am schizoid, pictures are attacking me and there are no any other way but act out... Today I feel the same. In the morning I had wet dreams with porn, waking up I had strong urge to wake up and watch those dirty videos but I didn't do. Now it is better, it kept calm but I still feel that bad feeling which doesn't let me slide and does not want to go away. 'you have to do it!' 'why not? It is just an amazing fun!' 'it is the part of your life, you can't let it behind' 'those guys are amazingly hot they are just await for you' 'the new videos must be hotter then ever' so I don't care about them. I go to workout today, clean my flat and any other useful things but this time it is I who is stronger. I will pass this day... and my question is... why did I fail every time on the 6th day? why are these feelings are the strongest in this day? chemicals? biorythm? or just the programmed bad habits are activated?
I am in 14 th day today. I also get massive attack from my thoughts, like the pornstar actions, and the cyber sex girls. the images are keep on coming to my thoughts. But I will not relapse this time. Stay strong.
Like i said , some can go for just a few days, others for weeks, others for a month ... it really depends on each person. If you`ve done it even several times per day , like me , then it`s going to be really hard because you need to "teach" your brain to find other pleasurable things to enjoy besides the porn he was used to it, so it definetely takes time.
Oh guys, I am suffering... I am alone at home with my pc and the voices in my mind want me to.... no, I don't do that!!!
It's probably that he simply failed on day 6 so he started obsessing he wasn't going to get pass 6. Before you know it you fool your mind into IM Going to fail again on Day 6. It's almost like you've accepted failure before it even happens. Dreaded day 6 curse. Drat... Dunno my thought...
No... No specific days. Yes, you're right. I may have programmed my mind I won't pass the 6th day. I failed again.
Keep strong buddy.Hold yourself.Beleive you will succeed.Not only you will increase your will power your body strength will also increase.Observe the power you achieve after 3 to 4 days.
great bro! keep up the good work.You are doing great.Keep updating.If you need any help just let me know.
Bro... Day 6 is what i use to call the "full moon", the day u have to be careful because u transform urself into a werewolf... That day and maybe the day next to it be prepared to take cold showers, to go and do a run, prepare things with ur friends, stay away from home as far as possible... Maybe go to a discoteque and dance all night long to spend energy... 6 days is ur cycle, be aware of it and prepare urself accordingly.
For me it was day seven brother and I continued all the way through day 10. This is the first time I've made it today 15. And I'm not as tempted as I was, but I am enraged angry lunatic. This is fun
As many have said before - when you experience pain and intense desire, this is a good thing. This means that you are actually making a physiological change to your body, mind, and spirit. Embrace that pain, push through, and you are better on the other end. As subsequent waves of pain occur, continue to remind yourself that on the other side is healing. It's all upside! Keep on pushing!
It's so hard to believe that it is the sign of healing. I want to break that wall, I wanna be in the other side
Sorry to hear that. I'm on my 9th day, which is one day from my record 10 days, which is the longest I've gone without P in 32 years. And I had a huge surge of desire last night, which passed (I just avoided all computers). It's an iterative process. Keep breaking your records and always try to learn from every victory what worked and what didn't work. For me it's all about avoiding psubs - they are the first step to relapse.