Yesterday I relapsed. After almost 128 days of streak I watch porn and masturbate. I know that in the first run it was going to be difficult to do the 365 day streak in one single try. I am happy what I accomplished and I know is real. NoFap give you real benefits in real life. Personally I met a women and started dating with her (instead of searching for prostitutes to have sex). Now I am ready to do the 365 day streak and become The Chosen One (Neo). Day 0 Blue Pill
Mr. Anderson: 4/6 An extraordinary effort! All of that recovery and progress will not be lost if it's a one-off. Delighted you got to experience tangible benefits, as that's something to remember and hold onto during your next streak!
Thank you so much for your words, you are totally right, the fact that I perceived tangible benefits give me incentives to do a even longer streak this time (365 days NO PMO)
Resistance Operative = 15-20 days REBOOT... Blue Pill = 0-1 days When you take the blue pill, you relapse. You wake up in your bed ashamed and guilty. Take solace in that you wish to quit this addiction. Push through the chaser effect.
Was fine until tonight at 11 pm. I knew better, but didn't take any precautions. Thankfully, I'm learning more and more, day by day, that I don't need this stuff. Lets get back to it. Day 1 starting tomorrow.
Day 4. Mr Anderson. You haven't quite given up on your old life yet. You're feeling the Porn Matrix call out to you. You know something is up, and you're determined to follow wherever it leads. Now you want to take action.
