Hi everyone!!!! Another milestone completed. I am so proud of myself. I want to share my thoughts at this point. First of all I did some mistakes by watching YouTube videos and one video let another and I found myself watching hot girls. I got turned on but was much easier to control myself and actually this is one of the benefits I felt mostly this period: Better control of my actions and thoughts. Now I wake up without thinking about porn or fapping and because of that my mind can see the beauty in everyday life. Also I am starting to see women as human beings, to see their beauty and they are beautiful, everyone of them. I am more calm, happy and I can communicate much better. I got some random smiles from girls and felt amazing. The eye contact is better too but still working on it. I am more motivated to do things and I am trying to get better everyday(studying). Just today I went to the gym and pushed my limits very much( I ran 20 km usually I run 8 km) and this wouldn't be possible without semen retention. I went through a flatline too, my morning wood disappeared but now is back again. I want to find love and that's what I am looking for. I don't rush anything it will happen sometime and I know this: whenever I will meet her she can see the best version of myself. Dear fapstronauts thank you very much for the support, I was successful until this point because you exist and when I needed help I always found it here on this website. God bless everyone one of you and I wish you strength to continue fighting, one day at the time, until you are victorious.
Great job, just move forward with your life and don't look back. You can achieve your goals much easier this way anyway! Be happy, be well
Well done bro. Like you said 1 day at a time. Did you have any extra benefits? Do you reckon you will stop counting aswell?
Sometimes I just feel that everything around me is moving in slow motion and I feel so calm and confident, but I feel it just for a few moments. At the beginning of my streak I was counting the days but now I am checking my sobber app time to time just to remind myself where am I. I like to see my clean days because when I see that, the number is getting bigger and bigger it motivates me not to give in because I fight so hard to reach this number. So yeah I will let my counting app going on my phone.