So I’m kinda in confusion. I’m on my 3rd day of no gap hard mode and well it’s been Extremely hard (pun not intended) like I’ve been thinking a lot about sexual fantasies and also watching current porn star interviews cos I guess it feels “nice”. I don’t touch myself in anyway or anything but I’m just wondering if doing this is basically relapsing/breaking the rules. By the way the porn stars in the interviews are fairly clothed. But in the fantasies in my head they aren’t and the fantasies are mainly real women I know in real life.
it's not breaking the rules, but it won't do you any good either. Actually, it sets you up to fail - so you're making something that 'has been extremely hard' even harder for not good reason. Honest opinion: skip it! It's not uncommon though to take these routes at the beginning. Take it as an indicator that you still have to sort out a lot to get into the right mind set :>
Hmm. That is kinda like an alcoholic that drinks spirits, drinking beer. You need to sever contact with arousing material.
You could watch interviews of porn-actors who have quit and tell the truth about the industry or women that have been forced into the porn industry. This will also make you think about the ethics of porn and that in watching you are a part of the entire system on which this all can exist
It’s true but it’s so confusing cos the ones who are still in talk about it like it’s the best thing ever. LOL
If you're addicted enough, watching those YT interviews could definitely lead to a relapse. I would stop it immediately. Instead try watching normal people, girls, interacting, talking about stuff etc. Anything that would lead you to gaining more attraction towards reality is 1+.
It’s a bit risky for sure. You may have never heard of this star and wonder what her movies were like. You take a mental note of her name and next time boom you have a search term to enter in whatever explicit website.
I agree with other guys here porn star interviews are risky...you immediately fantasize i find like you see a new girl think she's attractive then you're off checking out a scene of hers If you want to watch porn star interviews watch interviews from when performers LEAVE the industry, they tell the truth about it...