Someone help me - I relapsed again

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by bromigo, May 27, 2015.

  1. bromigo

    bromigo Fapstronaut

    I don't know how I'm letting this happen to myself. I went 5 months without P and 4 without MO, but last week I started swapping some naked pictures with girls and ended up M'ing until O. Now, today I just relapsed again, and this time I went online and went to an actual P site, not just snapchatting with some random girl. I really need to get back on track here but I don't know how to stop. The worst part is, I don't know if I want to stop.

    Needless to say, I'll be going to confession this weekend (I'm Catholic) and hopefully I'll regain the will I had when I first started nofap. Anyone who could offer some advice, I would greatly appreciate it.
     
  2. IGY

    IGY Guest

    Maybe you don't want to stop! If that is the case, you have got to find that reason, that motivation that drive to be successful in the first place. So, retrace your first few steps. Watch and listen, just how destructive this shit is to the God-given brain you have been given.

     
  3. Антоан

    Антоан Fapstronaut

    As IGY said you just don't wanna stop. You just let it happen. Next time you feel like fapping just ignore your inner voice, say NO and go to do something. (Reading, exercising and etc.)
     
  4. Ash21

    Ash21 New Fapstronaut

    hi, this comment is under influence,,
    i didn't even read ur post cmpltly,,
    i guess relapsed.. tday i got drunk and usually wghen this happens i relapse,,
    i dont kow anymore what to trust and what not.. but i won't relapse .. not tonight atleast..
    as charlie harper rightly said when u drink u r bound to feel the guilt. the idea is to drink beyond that point..
    what i mean is eventually u could qstion every thing NoFap or yes fap they are conclusions based on a experiment and a the persons prejudice who conducted them.. but when u take a informed decision it should be based on facts and ur prejudices ,cause there will be some ones .. i chose not to fap because it makes me feel miserable and keeps me frm doing what i wd rather do when there is no urge..
    so whats ur excuse to not masturbate..
    u die in any life u choose fap or NoFap
     
  5. handyman

    handyman Fapstronaut

    Sorry, bud. I've been relapsing, too. Suckage.