I read about that on YBOP that we're only human and relapse is normal. I have also heard other youtubers talk about that. We're sexual creatures and have unlimited sexual stimulation in front of us. Relapse is very normal and common. I'm not saying using porn is normal, but it is extremely common in these times. I feel the approach of completely beating your self up and getting depressed when you relapse isn't a good approach. Treating it like you have done something completely abnormal. The more down you get about something, the worse you feel, the more stressed out you get, and then this can actually in fact cause relapse. Yeah I'm just not in to this beating your self up approach, or thinking you have done something that is abnormal or uncommon. I'm at the point now with this where I am thinking I will try and do what I can do and stay away from it. But having my entire life revolve around it to the point I am thinking about it when I wake up until I go to sleep. Yeah I feel like I am kind of done with caring so much about this shit.