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Who am I? I am a 16 year old junior with a 3.6 GPA, I do 3 sports, I have a part time job, I have a girlfriend, and a great social life.

I have a problem that no one, not even my best friends no about. While most teenagers have problems between their parents or with their piers, I struggle with my “porn addiction” I also suffer from DGS (death grip syndrome) -it’s not documented as a real medical issue, but I assure you it’s true-

I started watching porn when I was 9 or 10... on my iPad my mom and dad bought for me. I didn’t even know how to jerk off back then, but I still watched it. When I was 13 years old I went on vacation to my dads house who lives over 1000 miles away, I actually figured out how to jerk off, and when I found out how, I went crazy like 5+ times an hour. I never used lotion, just my hand, then shaft right before the tip of my penis swelled, and ever since then I’ve had a loss of sensation in my penis every time I jerked off my penis would swell, sometimes worse than other times. I completely forgot that I had a loss of sensation in my penis until recently. I just remember out of the blue one day that my penis doesn’t feel the way it should, jerking off doesn’t feel like it used to, some symptoms I’ve been noticing are that I don’t get random boners anymore, right before the tip of my penis looks like it has extra skin (I’m circumcised), loss of sensation, lack of sexual desire, I have a 7 inch penis hard, but it’s like 2.5 flaccid, not sure if that’s because of DGS, and just today I was watching porn struggling to get hard, like I have ED (erectile disfunction).

So starting right now, I’m going to try my hardest to not jerk off, for as long as possible, and hopefully never watch pork again. This is currently my number 1 goal.

I would love if someone on this site can help me some how, like maybe give me tips on how to avoid the temptation when I have the urge.

 

That’s actually the reason I haven’t... my girlfriend and I both want to.

 

Day 1: I haven’t had any changes so far, but I just broke up with my girlfriend so I’m kinda in my feels

 

Day 2: I once again had no urges, but the size of my dick looks like is kinda returning to normal