Yelpok Tries Again

Hey everyone

I tried NoFap a few years ago. I failed

Today I sit with the results of porn addiction: divorced, child living with her mother and a whole lot of anger, frustration and guilt.

In between I've also developed a bit of a weed addiction.

Attempting NoFap one more time is my chance to change my life. I want to find someone, but I want to be whole before I do.

Today I had one of the loneliest days. My gf and I recently broke up. It was my decision, but I'm still struggling to cope with this void. Anyway, I need a bit of new hope; and prayer & NoFap are my refuges right now.

I remember the folks on here being extremely accepting and friendly. I look forward to getting to know some of you

I guess just never took this as seriously as what I do now. It's gotta stop!

 

@ DarBeider: Salute to you too.Thanks for the encouragement. This will be worth it and I will give it my all!

Day 1
It was a depressing day, but I think I needed to experience intense depression in order to snap out of this cycle. Cutting down on the weed has made me a bit more emotional than I care to be... but maybe that's necessary too.

Today I realized the reason I can't seem to get my work done is because of porn-induced laziness! I simply can't run my business unless I have the energy to put in the necessary work. Procrastination has a cause...

Fapping drains energy, people!

Today I learned...
Quitting porn is not an instant fix. I've learned that life functions on inertia. Consistency is key if I want to reclaim my energy and live the life I want for myself.

Peace brothers!

 

@ AChosenPeople: Thanks ACP! Deleted all porn off my computer and asked God to help me stay clean. Feeling weak right now, but will get stronger with time.