Will it pass?

Brother I feel horrible thst no one has responded to your question as well as suicidal thoughts. Do u have a number for crisis. ? Look up the Jason foundation it's a suicide hotline. Call someone who can talk to u or keep u safe. Wait it out and don't act on impulse. Please !#

 

it will pass definetely ,start ur NoFap ,but aslo include meditation ,yoga , and try to go out meet people
meditation will 100 percent help u in calming u down ,it is definetely worth it .

 

I know what you are going through. I'm going through the same thing. Mine has been going 3 weeks now. When I realised it was just my brain trying to kill me due to the chemical imbalance of withdrawal, in a funny way, it made it more tolerable.

It will get better, I don't know when. It might be months. I'm ready for this. I've been delaying this for 20 years. I'm ready. You are too.

 

It will pass.
As Don says above, All things must pass
Hang on in there. Lots of good advice above.
I know what it's like to feel so low that you just don't feel like doing any of the stuff you know will help. The trick is to work through that, and do it anyway. What have you got to lose? Get outside, have a walk. Smile. Honestly making yourself smile helps you feel better.
And, I know it's not for everyone, but you could try a cold shower. Might be fucking uncomfortable (at first, just at first) but it's less uncomfortable than topping yourself mate.
You will come out of this a stronger, happier more confident person.
Good luck. You're amongst friends.

 

You will feel hopeless and disappointed because you are supposed to feel so when you are into nofap . Even I relapsed on my day 16 as I was feeling like shit the whole day but now there's someone advising you what to do and what you should do right now is distract your mind and dont think much . Its ok to let go for sometime. You are lucky you made it to 17 days and it will only get better if you make it to day 18 so you dont have no reason to screw up man. Sorry for bad English

 

The more you think a thought, such an especially difficult thought, the more it will seem real or like the truth. Consequently, you can't not think a thought, by this I mean thinking is complicated. On the other hand, you can think a thought. I recommend self forgiveness every time the thought seems to rise into view. Also, consider exercise, and I agree definitely find someone to call.

 

Hey Suben! Well done for making it to day 17 bro. I kind of was heading on the same path as you before I relapsed 6 days ago. Was on day 14 with flatline. All I gotta say KEEP GOING. J.P. Morgan said it too well "if you are going through hell, keep driving" ! You know what, all this 'miserable suicidal' state you are in will go away soon. Just wait until you hit 90 days or one year. Life will be MUCH brither. Right now...lets face it, its only 17 pathetic days. Not even 1,000 hours....keep going man. Spend some of your free time on things that make you happier, watch some motivational youtube videos, plan what you want oout of life. Trust me real life is only to come!
If its really getting hardcore on you tell me I will send you some stuff on pm that might help