Why you want to defeat this addiction?

Why are you fighting this battle !!
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The reason why I'm here is because porn destroyed my life almost completely
It affected my studies and my performance was poor due to brain fog , mood swings, etc.
It developed a guilt feeling inside me and made me antisocial
It isolated me from my loved ones and it took away the girl whom I loved most because of my addiction. I got nothing but loses in my life due to pmo. I am carrying this like a curse. And I feel society have no place for people like and I thought about suicide for atleast hundred times. Pornography ruined my life . When I realised this I know it's too late but still I don't want world to know me as a man who committed suicide because of pornography

I will die only after I end this curse
I will not give up my life
( I can't explain the positive feeling I had when I wrote this )

 

Indeed this is a curse and curse can be broken right ? i trying fight so long with this addiction but i never quit even if this means fight rest of my life.

 

My friend last year I overcome pmo for 250+ days but due to high stress I couldn't control it further . This addiction is a long term battle there is no cure but sacrifices and strategies to survive