What I realized after my last relapse

Hello
After one year of trying finally I managed to reach 20 days but in the morning I saw some hot girl on fb and I relapsed.This 20 were really amazing.Now I start again from day 1 but I feel horrible.I don't have energy,I don't want to meet anyone I am depressed.With this relapse I realized that if you have a dream and you continue to faping you will FAIL.Cause by pmo you lose all your energy to do things,all your optimism, the courage to look people in the eye and a lot more things that you need to reach your dream.So listen to me when you are about to relapse think about your dream cause your time is passing and eveyday you pmo you step away for your dream and the time you have here on earth is short.Don't relapse please we need to fight this addiction so we can live our dream.