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Went with an escort to test myself...

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Mart95, Jan 23, 2017.

  1. Jan 23, 2017 #1
    Mart95

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    feeling fucking horrible right now,came as soon as she put the condom on and took a dik pill to get it up,fucked her for a few minutes and couldnt climax from it...I wasted 60 fucking dollars and now I feel paranoid as phuck,it was with a condom but I always feel like I could have gotten aids or I might have aids.Maybe I should take antibiotics just to be sure or maybe some garlic or dry fasting idk...I just want some support from my nofap bros and also this thread to warn any other nofap bro thinking about "going with an escort to see whats up" DONT DO IT!! JUST DONT!!go hard mode,if the urges are too fucking strong like bad sleep for more than two days strong just fap with no porn but dont risk your health just to bust a nut...and most likely if you havent done more than 90 days nofap I doubt your PIED is gone.

    Keep rising guys,we 're all gonna make it!!
     
    Mart95, Jan 23, 2017
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  2. Jan 23, 2017 #2
    Fatsodubmo

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    Every time we fuck up we learn a lesson. If we never fucked up we wouldn't know shit about ourselves. Keep your head up and move forward.
     
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  3. Jan 23, 2017 #3
    BreakTheChains

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    You'll be fine man! You used protection so don't even worry on that front. Don't let it get to you too much, just remind yourself you're going through the motions and this is important because it makes you feel completely horrible, that feeling you can translate into a greater effort to get well. Keep going man.
     
    BreakTheChains, Jan 23, 2017
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  4. Jan 24, 2017 #4
    Buddhabro

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    Before getting married the first time I went to a prostitute to be sure I loved my fiancé.
    I stopped suddenly in the middle of sex and told her to forget it...and that this wasn't pleasurable for me.
    Unlike you, I was proud I was not an animal and that love and the emotional aspect was what I truly desired.
    Divorce...then fucking around....2nd divorce led to losing everything and PMO helped me to withdraw and isolate myself thereafter.
    I'm not judging anyone who uses porn, however, I know it is just a poor substitute for love.
    Maybe what you found out is, the love you have for yourself is greater than one of the strongest most primal natural urges!
    Congratulations! You're better than you think!
     
    Buddhabro, Jan 24, 2017
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