Well now... Haha, I titled this my thread title I just got done spotting our son on weights...I feel like a super mama bear lol. Tomorrow may feel different I got a LOT accomplished today. I still need my treadmill time and that's next, then the pup walk. Mourde came home and our deaf daughter is here visiting so we all had a nice dinner and he helped me get done what needed done so I could have my workout time. Lots of hugs today. Lots of him reassuring me I'm okay as me. I needed to hear that and it really got my head cleared up. (These smiley dudes are addictive in their own way lol) I can't help but notice my man has changed his writing style today and honestly I like it...it's unique and there isn't that much to tell. We are back in our zones and after I give the house a good sage here soon, all will be happy and clean. When we are in the zone, we are unstoppable. That I've known since the day we met. Whether it's kids with injuries or problems or a task we both need to focus on to complete, we join forces with my hippy side and his tough side and we make it happen. Oddly the one thing that wasn't clicking was *us*, but we are overall soooo much better now and I'm super proud of him and grateful for his hard work on beating this and being my husband. ...I haven't said: he's a great husband...in a very very long time. I'm saying it now, because he is. I'm gonna steal his writing to say: I'm grateful for him being IN and PART of my life. It's so damn humid here it's not funny. And I can't wait to snuggle that man and watch some mind numbing sitcom later and maybe even dutch oven him...cause that's the kind of gal I am All joking aside...I'm blessed. For the lessons, for my family, for each one of you...because without the inspiration and struggles and support and reality of this addiction seen through individual and unique perspectives, I wouldn't be where I am in a happy and healthy way today. Stay strong and focused. Be brave and hugs and love to all. and the 7v7 was a blast! And...there's a CARNIVAL IN TOWN!!!