Hello guys I am new in this community and I really want to vent out. First I want to say thanks for reading. I am not a English native speaker and I ask for your patient if you don't understand what I am saying. I have a weed addiction since 2013 and probably fap addiction since 2014. Honestly I have never had problems talking with ppl or socializing at school but I have a deeper depression that is driving me crazy. I have a sex problem now, I can't come when I have sex and is so hard for me to feel pleasure having sex. I tried everything, hookers, hot girl from school and now that I have a girlfriend who I live with, is impossible for me to come sometimes and when I do it is only is I am high. For me the sex is no worth it any more. It feels like I won't have and orgasm again. I used to fap 3 time per day every day for years and now I feel so bad. Even though I can get erections for a long time and I can give pleasure to a girl I feel empty. Because of the pornografi industry I always thought that sex is long, rough, rude, pleasure... but now I can't have any good feeling again. My couple is awere of my problem but Idk why I always come back to Masturbation after a few days. Thanks. If you have something to say to me, say so... Today is my 5 day without fapping and it is so hard.