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We need rewiring

Discussion in 'Porn-Induced Sexual Dysfunctions' started by SuperLulox, Mar 7, 2018.

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  1. SuperLulox

    SuperLulox Fapstronaut

    I was a virgin until almost a year ago, when (after months of pretty decent streaks) i met an european girl online, and two dates later we had awesome sex in my bed. I fell for her so quickly, but a week later she told me we should stop seeing each other.
    I thought at the time i would never again be with a girl that hot (oh boy she was) and so when later that same year i had a few other sexual encounters and i couldnt get hard, i blamed it on the girl. "She is just not hot enough" "She is crazy and that turns me off". That last one is kinda true, but regardless, my excuses fell apart when a week ago i was again in bed with an extremely hot girl (i mean it) and again, i couldnt get hard.
    What a wake up call.
    My longest streak ever was 30 days, or some number close to that, and i cant even remember when that was. From then on it has been impossible for me to reach the month milestone.
    I just couldnt see how deep the problem layed. I learned since i was 12 to express myself sexually only when alone and looking at a screen. Im 20 now, and the changes ive been making in my life have been puting me in real sexual scenarios with real women, and i just cant conect. I dont know how. Its very frustrating, but at the same time it made me realize that a few mediocre streaks are just not good enough. As real adicts we need a real reboot.
    We need rewiring.
     
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  2. FrenchWinner

    FrenchWinner Fapstronaut

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    Good luck.
    Im 19 personnaly
    -Been MOing 4 times a day since the age of 10 (without edging though) with HARDCORE FANTASIZES even before i discovered porn !
    -Discovered porn at 11 but began to Watch it 5 minutes per day since the age of 14
    - never kissed a girl until 6 mounths ago (had a semi boner)
    - had my first "sex" in october but couldnt get it up at all ( probably due to performance anxiety but also PIED) The girl humiliated me and i started to know more about PIED.


    I hope there is a hope i can recover from this
     
  3. Theultimatefighter_21

    Theultimatefighter_21 Fapstronaut

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    Good luck with your recovery.
    My personal stuff:
    -I'm 14 years old.
    -I've been MOing a couple times a day, with vanilla, plain fantasizes.
    -When i discovered porn, i started to PMO to BDSM and stuff like that, i've seen the most violent and inhumane BDSM of my life a few weeks ago, when i noticed that i was addicted.
    -Never kissed a girl.


    We gotta fight this demon! Let's exorcize it from our lives!
     
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  4. Duellant

    Duellant Fapstronaut

    Even porn actors don't get hard all the time. I heard it happens quite often, they only don't show it on screen.
     

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