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Wasted Money on Porn and other useless shit i don't need but i keep doing it!!!!

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by helpmefromaddiction, Apr 26, 2019.

  1. Apr 26, 2019 #1
    helpmefromaddiction

    helpmefromaddiction Fapstronaut

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    Porn has drained my wallet and i want to put a stop to it for good, i'm being controlled by porn being a substance and that has kept me checking how much money i have lost in my bank account. Shit is real, Porn altogether is a real problem, I want to fight back but even on my own i can't fight back , Its created all sorts of problems for me, like porn has triggered my fantasies and made me spend money on a well worn sock from someone else, yes i have an uncontrollable foot fetish, i consume that material on a daily basis, it continues to drive me insane that i spend money on stupid shit and it also drives me insane that even when i decide to quit pornography and cam sites, i go back to my my usual habits even though i knew the consequences, i couldn't resist and spend real life money on materials to indulge in my sexual desires like socks, recently i bought a used smelly sock, and the reason why had bought it was because i have an uncontrollable foot fetish. Its so messed up, now that there is a package waiting for me to come home and i keep tracking it, I also spend money on nudes from one girl on a messenger app and it was really stupid as well i spend 36.68 dollars for 40 nude pictures which came with three videos from my pay pal account and it was not worth it, trust me guys. From my experiences I have spent money on porn videos, pictures, cam girls, sex toys which i threw out, strippers which was a first time experience two months ago and now used socks which still haven't arrived yet... ordered them but wouldn't do it again!!

    Sorry if this post may seem like a long rant but i'm trying to own up for my mistakes and the terrible decisions that i have made and its given me time to think about trying to reboot from Porn and Masturbation all together again and will do whatever it takes
     
    helpmefromaddiction, Apr 26, 2019
    helpmefromaddiction, Apr 26, 2019
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  2. Apr 26, 2019 #2
    believing is half of healing

    believing is half of healing Fapstronaut

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    Level no. 1

    First step - delete your porn account

    this takes courage, if you cannot even do this, well you are not succeeding at nofap


    second step - watch normal porn and do PMO

    Yes, you need to first change your fetish before you go straight into nofap


    these two steps takes about weeks or even months, but it is not hard for you.
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    Level no. 2

    Now you are back to normal! Then you can slowly change yourself and habit by masturbating from daily to once 2 days, and once 3 days, it goes on. This process would take probably half a year because everyone fails at first. REMEMBER, YOUR GOAL IS TO BECOME THE PERSON YOU WANT TO BE, AND NOT THE OBSCENE PERSON SITTING IN SOFA OR CHAIR WATCHING STRANGE ASS PORN AND JACKING OFF.

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    Level no. 3

    From this level on, you will feel REALLY BAD when you relapse, eventually one day you would be able to HIT ROCK BOTTOM and decides you don't want this anymore, and SERIOUSLY DO NOFAP



    hopefully this help, and REMEMBER, NOBODY CAN REALLY HELP YOU OTHER THAN YOURSELF, YOU NEED TO BECOME YOUR OWN HERO, OR YOU WILL JUST BE USELESS AND HATE YOURSELF FOREVER
     
    believing is half of healing, Apr 26, 2019
    believing is half of healing, Apr 26, 2019
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