Warrior Mode Reboot Need my life Back

So my dear Fapstronauts how how do so I was addicted to drugs you name them I’ve done it from crack and heroin to powderd sniff marijuana Benzos I’ve masterbated chronicly since a young age so a year or twice ago I made a commitment to nofap and I completed 110 days monk mode cut the long story short I relapsed and went down a slipplirly spiral of destruction anyhow I started taking drugs binging on porn and ended up homeless on the streets of a certain European capital after surviving the ordeal and fapping only once in that time I returned to the uk penniless but a changed man but after a few weeks of being back I went back to my old ways of drugs and masterbation porn etc after a year of struggling and two dua use attempts I have been clean of drugs for four months now but after 45 days no pmo I realapsed and went back to pmo evrey couple of days but today I have had enough as of now I start My reboot journey And God willing. I shall succeed I will Pioneer the warrior mode The rules of warrior mode are as follows No Touching the penis no sexual fantasies no porn obvs no music videos no looking at girls perving 90 days no orgasms unless it’s a wet dream not in my control so let’s see what happens

 

Two suacide attempts

 

Thank you I did go to some meetings I’ve been clean 4 months now thank god ive got. A job and work out it’s just this PMO that destroys me and brings me back down It’s the Cause of all my problems

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Ok I’m not firmiliar with slaa or saa what’s that I’m trying I defo need a AP

 

Ok I’m not firmiliar with slaa or saa what’s that I’m trying I defo need a AP

 

Lol ok pmo has really fried my brain I understand