WackinWolf's First Journal

Discussion in 'Ages 25-29' started by WackinWolf, Mar 12, 2018.

  1. WackinWolf

    WackinWolf Fapstronaut

    I hope this is the right place to create a journal, I've viewed others people's journals so I've assumed it's okay. I'm a 25 year old male that has been PMOing since 17. I'm hoping to beat my record of 42 days and I think if I document my feelings and urges it can greatly distract me.
    I am getting out of this slump for GOOD.
    I will discipline myself, in all areas of my life!
    I will fight on this site to raise others up as they have raised me!
    It's almost midnight where I live and the counter will go into the seventh day. Sweet. Quick pat on the back. I had one small thought it the back of my head which said "Now would be a good time to look at porn" but I didn't listen. If you are here thank you for taking the time to read, I never shy away from good support and I'm always glad to talk.
     
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  2. WackinWolf

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    I'm about to start a new job today, sarcastic hooray. I've had zero urges today, we will see if works makes my mind go to those places. I know it isn't work but me that does this to myself but anyways it's just a figure of speech.
     
  3. WackinWolf

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    Day 8, still no urges and I'm actually a bit shocked. After starting the new job my nerves were frazzled and my body was so tired but I just ended up passing out cold, it's a 5 pm - 3:30 am shift and I've started picking at a warehouse. I hope I don't spiral into another depression like the last warehouse I was in...
     
  4. WackinWolf

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    Day 10, work has kept me busy and I haven't had so much as any kind of dream. My feet hurt from walking some much and that's the only real thing I can focus on right now, I think this rest will really do the trick. There are attractive girls at work but they don't seem to be driving me crazy.
     
  5. WackinWolf

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    Relapsed today, will start over but not keep track of days!
     
  6. WackinWolf

    WackinWolf Fapstronaut

    One full day after a long ended streak and I can say I feel ok, boy is this some mountain to climb again.
     
  7. WackinWolf

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    Relapsed again, man a couple steps of climbing and I've already slipped. I reset the counter and joined a 365 day challenge.
     
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    One day at a time. Cold showers, high intensity exercise, yoga, spiritual practice, connection with other people (especially real, flesh-and-blood people), connection with nature, connection with a higher power--all these things help me. But it takes what it takes. Don't give up, my friend. You'll get it. You will. Just keep the faith.
     
  9. WackinWolf

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    Thank you so much for the supportive words. I do need to develop a regiment of cold showers! I use hand weights once every other day for exercise and I'm about to get back into meditation. I gotta have faith.
     
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  10. WackinWolf

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    The amazing feeling even if its just one day of no PM lol
     
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  11. salvacion_a_888

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    Right on, man. One day no PMO--you're batting a thousand, my friend.
     
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  12. WackinWolf

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    2 days lets keep this goinnng!!!!!
     
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    Yo, stop jerking. Realize how disguisting and fake that porn is. Atleast go and have some real sex, you dont even have to cum, just dont sit infront of a screen and let it out.
     
  14. WackinWolf

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    Day 3, still feeling good
     
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  15. TheManDude

    TheManDude Fapstronaut

    I've seen you on other threads man, it's great to see you so active... so keep going and update this journal as much as you can, that may help you and allow other to try and give you a hand.

    Congratulations on day 3 I know you can keep going strong!
     
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  16. WackinWolf

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    Thank you TheManDude and congrats on your 5 days! It feels pretty spectacular to be so involved with the community and I will absolutely keep posting in the journal, it really soothes my nerves at times and I like to appreciate other people too.
     
  17. WackinWolf

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    Day 4
    Feeling strong, ran on the treadmill for the first time in a long time. Not high school worthy but I still did it!
     
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  18. WackinWolf

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    5/365
    I'm going to build up my endurance through the treadmill, I ran again today and got a mile in 15:30, again not good and high school worthy yet I utilized my energy in a positive way.
     
  19. WackinWolf

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    6/365 Yet again I ran on the treadmill this time 16:30 for the mile and then another 16 minutes walking one more mile. Is it really possible that I've gotten my energy back already during this reboot? Perhaps I'll rest tomorrow or use the hand weights as a substitute exercise, I don't really know. I've got a couple of APs now...there's a first time for everything and I havea pretty good feeling it's going to help out a lot.Anyways time to dive back into the forums!
     
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