So it has been two weeks since I MO'd the last time. I'm thankful that I broke this cycle. Watching stuff on the internet hasn't been an issue at all - in fact, I just went to the hairdresser, and they had some TV screens there with silly video clips running. There was also some sexual content, but I was only disgusted by it. Of course this strong desire for physical touch remains, and I'm still tempted to indulge in fantasies. I know I really need to be vigilant. Today, I took the day off from work because of a public transport strike. So if I really wanted to act out, I would have all the time I need; but thankfully I have lots of things to keep myself busy with!