I went on a 80 day flatline during a sexual relationship with girlfriend, could not get it up, pied, no libido, sexually frustrated and felt incompetent. I’m grateful for my beautiful and understanding gf whom I told this to. On day 83 or so I relapsed twice to porn out of pure fustration and anger. Soon after I started getting erections and libido returned by very little. Got real first blowjob (can’t O yet still) and felt amazing. I relapsed twice again the next day because of the damn chaser effect. Made it 8 days until yesterday where I MO’d but without porn. Took a while and went faster than I should have. I read about someone who masturbated very lightly every other week to cure pied and regain sensitivity. Erections today aren’t what they were because of relapse but I’m hoping they’ll come back tomorrow because I’m hanging with gf again Friday. I’m proud I made it 3 months and hopefully I’ll be the horny, normal, able to ejaculate teen I aspire and should be. I want that for me and my gf. I think that first relapse was beneficial to my sexual relationship and after yesterday I don’t plan on masturbating again unless pied comes back. Fighting porn is not much of a problem for me only every now and then, now I just think of my gf fortunately and don’t think about porn scenarios as much. After all that frustration and feeling like I wasn’t getting anywhere I feel like I’ve made some progress. Thank you for all of those that read this. I’m probably looking at a 6 month reboot after 3 or so years of addiction. On month 3 despite relapses.